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It has been a long time since I have written. I wanted to write memories rather than records. I found that it takes a tremendous amount of time to get everything out of my mind. I guess it is not easy to write interesting sentences. I wonder how long it would take me to rewrite a sentence until I am satisfied with it. If I care about what someone else thinks of me, I end up with a completely different sentence. I don't want that to happen. A sentence that I don't find interesting is probably not interesting.
A personal story can surely only be put together by oneself. This work will probably be irreplaceable in the future. Perhaps the action itself is unique, and the way you feel is also unique. It may be terribly tiring, but for yourself, for someone else.

2023.8.22