I wonder if this feeling can be conveyed. The only thing that will not be replaced by anything in the future is my sense of self. And it is formed based on a vast accumulation. Above all, you are the only one who can experience it. You can…

Another month has passed. I haven't been able to move at all, and I haven't seen any good scenery. I was the kind of person who fills in the gaps. This is still good because I have a record, but I wonder if I would be more mentally ill if …

One day I'm happy to see you, the next day I'm very sad, I feel like I'm alone at the bottom, I'm stuck in sadness. The backlash is so great that I become as sad or sadder than the joy. 2023.9.30

I want to leave this place. I don't want to lose what I have, but I want to be far away from some things. Because I feel that by getting away, I will be mentally liberated. I want to reset anyway. It's hard to stay in the same place all th…

The power to dream is there for everyone, at any time, and I am sure it can be taken away. No matter what rock bottom you are at, there is always hope. At times, though, hope may be negative. Sometimes even death is the greatest hope. Imag…

If fatigue is a mistake, now seems like a very incorrect time to be considered. In which units do we measure life? It is certainly an important question. How can we ever measure it in love? Has the countdown already begun? Can it be an ins…

Mistake of 1 hour. I think this is going to be the consolidation of my life. I get up early in the morning and feel like I still have lots of time. But that's a misconception, the time we have to spare is very short, and I think you're mis…

I'm amazed I've lived this long. It is indeed remarkable. Or should I say, I have been kept alive. It is not necessarily going to be the same in the future. There is almost no meaning, and we have to make our own meaning, rather than havin…

How will I feel when today is over? I want to be in a different place than I am now. I don't want to end the day I was there feeling this way. I don't want to be childish forever. All that comes to mind is that view of a distant day. Even …

Do not get distracted in the city. This is not an indoor place. You never know where or who is watching you. Always have insurance. Avoid the worst case scenario. Be alert but not hasty. Play it cool.It doesn't matter if you know the rules…

The change to the newest terminal did not bring any significant changes for me. No fun, no complaints. Looking back from the future after a long period of time, this conclusion is not likely to change. It was a change without impact.A majo…

The emotion of sadness is strange. It is some kind of anomaly. It is different from loneliness. It's a feeling of heaviness and blame in the mind and body. It is different from frustration or resentment. The kinds of events that need to be…

The training centers face each other. There may be a sense of regimentation or hostility. A building that looks like a college. Why do people gather? Isn't the birth of remote work a kind of revolution? You can participate from different l…

There would be no need to move things around. It can be purchased and used elsewhere and then disposed of. It would be enough to use it for a certain period of time. What is irreplaceable and significant? If you don't have to carry it your…

Proceed with something you haven't done in a long time while in traffic. Nothing can be produced by the mind because it is used up and shaken out. Not only the main thing in front of you, but also important things are going on at the same …

One month passed. It has passed so quickly that it is impossible to stop time, of course. As long as we don't stop, we can't stop the flow. We are still within catching up. Will the end really come? I don't think we will ever notice the en…