Paintings

How will I feel when today is over? I want to be in a different place than I am now. I don't want to end the day I was there feeling this way. I don't want to be childish forever. All that comes to mind is that view of a distant day. Even if it was cloudy, no matter how cold it was, that view was better. Is there such a thing as the old days being better? Winter is coming again and I feel like I'm going to be depressed. I hope it doesn't come to that. Don't let it crush you. I am at an age where I can open myself up and live on my own.

2023.9.25