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What is the difference between yesterday and today? If you don't train, you will just fade away. You have to spend time maintaining it. It feels like there is less and less time. What am I fighting against? Why is there so little time? I can imagine what we are losing, but what are we gaining? I feel like I can't gain anything unless I go out and grab it myself, and I don't even know if that's the right thing to do. I hope that less and less people will give up because they say they can't make it in time. I hope that I will be less likely to give up just because I can't make it in time, because I can always find the answer later. You are free to live with hesitation or with faith. I will live in anticipation.

2023.8.22