SKY

Time is running out, but what needs to be done is not getting done. I am doing what I want to do. I am getting things done on my own without waiting for deadlines. The fact that it is not done now is proof that I am not interested in it. But I have to do it. Can I do it while enjoying it? If I measure the time and do it while thinking that it doesn't look like fun, I will feel very sad. It would be wonderful if I could finish it, do what I love, and then do what I love even more. What would be missing in my current life? A good maple syrup, I guess. A nice view? Hope for the future? I don't mean to lambaste life, but I can't live without the power of optimism.

2023.8.8