Days

I didn't even bathe, just slept for two days. I would not have bothered anyone. I have no energy. Then three days later I walked for the first time in a long time and my body ached beyond belief. I was surprised that just two days could affect me so much. I don't know how many more years or days I have left to live, but I wonder if it was a wasted day. Now I suddenly thought of a slope in a certain place. I clearly remember the temperature or the brightness of the light at that time. Was it because of the music? I will take it as two days to protect myself, to calm my mind, and to rest my body.

2023.10.3