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Think about the conditions and methods and try to do it your way. No, you may not have to think about it. Just pull it from somewhere and apply it. It is not the general framework but the individual methods that you should try your best in your own way. When the two intersect well, the hope that I had inside me will have been achieved somehow. Some people can and do continue without that path. But to get what you want, you have to face the reality in front of you. It can be said that the day when you have to face it will come on its own from the other side. At that time, we will have to see if we can make a decision that will allow us to continue.
I think there is indeed a need to spend an overwhelming amount of time. The time we have left in the rest of our lives is always dwindling, and we may already have enough reserves. Even if we start the challenge now, we may not be able to finish it. There are some parts of our lives that we can't live without feeling that way, that we can't challenge ourselves.
Can we cherish our precious things as if we were flipping a switch?
It is very interesting that I expect the most from myself even though no one expects the most from me. I don't think I'll ever be in this place again.
Is fatigue one indicator?

2023.9.2