Hard things

In the dream I had yesterday, I was studying abroad. It was a school that used both Japanese and English, basically English. i was in about 3 classes, but i wasn't as confident as i used to be. I was a slow learner getting to class, and I wondered if there was a seat for me. I wondered if there was anyone I could talk to. Still, as usual, there were people who were willing to help me. I think I was overly anxious. If you ask for help, there are people who will be there for you. If only I had been more open-minded and accepting of my surroundings. There is a difference between being desperate and being closed. That bitterness is also connected to the present.

2023.8.2