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Stability. Waves of the mind. Restless days. Swings and turns, but the start is negative anyway. I'd like to get it down to zero at least. I manage to get through each day, but it's not easy. Every day, something is breaking down, and I'm getting further and further away from the normal state. Even I am aware of this. So why can't I quit? There is nothing to fear. You will be fine. If you don't rebuild yourself, you won't be able to save anyone.

2023.7.4