Are you?

To live alone. How long will it be before I open my grief beside me? The grace that has lived will not be lost until death. They say that as you get older, your body will start to rattle. I am young, but I am not able to challenge myself. I am scared and unsure. I was afraid to ask for advice, but I couldn't. I think I'm doing the right thing, but I can't take the plunge. Maybe I'm surrounded by my cat and can't see the outside world. Because I am surrounded by sorrow as much as I love them. I can live dexterously, but not for myself. You can live your life for others, but there is no path ahead. We should take a deep breath and decide our own path.

2023.5.28